Still empty.

I read through some of my old posts, trying to see how I've changed over the last several months.  I guess I really haven't, even though so much has happened.
I think it was back in April, I was getting really into the mangas I was reading, trying to relate it to my life, even though that's pretty much impossible since I was really into smut.  I reread the manga I was talking about in that post, 3D Material. Why did I think that was so inspiring again?  Ah, wait... it seems I wasn't sure if I liked it...

 I'm sure the author intended to sympathize with the "victim", but I saw myself in the b[***]h of that story. She saw the world as pointless, her always-laughing "friends" as simply people she hangs out with, and herself as a totally boring, common person. [...] She doesn't get a happy ending. She continues to live her life as she is, completely and utterly alone. It's so [...] hilarious, that feeling of hopelessness I had when I finished reading those three strange chapters of "3D Material". I don't know if I liked it.

I suppose I still see myself in the antagonist of the story.  More than some chick who hates guys but has a purpose in life and lots of friends she honestly cares about.  Then again, I'm definitely not the pretty, silent, cutesy girl who gets any guy she wants. I'm just some girl with an ugly personality and low self-esteem but has enough pride to fill the state of Texas.

 I went to sleep really early last night and woke up at 9 am, a miracle considering its still the weekend.  I had weird dream that I can't remember, although the feeling of "I'm pathetic" still lingers behind.

Church was church.  I came late and couldn't play the piece that I promised Sis. Fran I would do.  I left thinking that there was no way I could fit in with those super happy people, again.

Thinking about writing a short story, based off the feeling of cooling down.  Sound obscure?

Sarah and Becca here.

Sarah: I don't know.  Maybe I'll make these recent posts a series or something... writing blogs with other people! Okay, so Nee-san wants to have an interview-type collab..
Okay Becca.  How are you?

Becca: Looks like rain over the weekend, Monica.

Sarah: LOL. I didn't ask about the weather.  Unless you're speaking metaphorically...?

Becca: I said brrr... It's cold in --

Sarah: BECCA~!

Becca: I'm sorry, I'm bor--- NO! NO!

Sarah: *keeps typing* Okay, back to the interview.  So what did you do today?

Becca: *nods* I'm scratching my head! I drank orange soda.  *laughs* Sarah! *screams* *laughs some more*

Sarah: Will you answer the question?

Becca: Um... don't-- *screams*

Sarah: CERO!!!! [this is a Bleach reference]

Becca: Stop! I don't want to do this interview anymore.  I went to an Acadec scrimmage and then I went home and I let Emily use our internet and then I went to church.  I didn't see a hot Korean guy.  I was disappointed, Sarah.  I was disappointed.  Disappointed.

Sarah: How was the Acadec scrimmage?

Becca: Boring.  Oh, what happened was when Mr. Eayrs showed us the music score... you know how we got the same score? I am your equal Sarah, I am your equal!  And I said, uh, wow and I guessed!  And what happened later on when you were talking about how the music test was easy for you, I was like "yeah, I know", except only Priya was the only one who watched me.  *poses*  *now singing* Put your hands up high!  Woah-oh-oh...

Sarah: Interesting.

Becca: *offers chocolate*

Sarah: *snatches and eats*  Thanks.  So, what did you do at church?

Becca: I ate and I drew a picture.

Sarah: What kind of picture?

Becca: A magical picture.

Sarah: Magical?  How so?  Please answer in more than 4 sentences.  I'm getting sick of this dialogue.

Becca: Uhh.... it was made from markers and love and kindness and imagination and... antagonization and aggravation and insemination... uh... three more sentences... ummmm....?  And sharpies and big markers and... I ate two kinds of pie while I was doing that.  After a while I was mixing the pies and it still tasted pretty good.  One of the pies was a pumpkin pie, and I'm not sure what the other kind was.  The other pie was some kind of pumpkin-sweet potato cheesecake.  It was delicious.  Delicious... delicious.... delicious.  I wish I had gotten some more cake.  I didn't get any of that red velvet cake.  You got some, right?  How was it?

Sarah: I'M doing the interviewing here.  But it was okay.

Becca: You didn't like it?

Sarah: All right, end of your questions.  New topic: what did you and Emily talk about while I was gone being tortured by other kids our age-ish?

Becca: First we didn't do anything we just sat there listening to other people's conversations and like eating and stuff.  And then she told me a joke.  What was it a joke about?  She told me an ADD joke.  Wanna know the joke?

Sarah: For the sake of the readers.. If there are any.  Go ahead.

Becca: How many ADD kids does it take to screw a lightbulb?

Sarah: One. Guy. PFFT.

Becca: Let's go ride bikes!

Sarah: 0.0 Okay, I get it.  Did you laugh really hard when she told you the joke?

Becca: She kept going on with jokes so not really.  I don't remember.  How many psychologists does it take to change a lightbulb?

Sarah: I don't know, Becca.

Becca: Just one.  But it has to want to change.

Sarah: And how long did these jokes continue on for?

Becca: Like a couple minutes.

Sarah: And what did you do just before coming with me on the stage?

Becca: I think we talked about... *recalls* um... I don't remember. We just kinda decided to leave.

Sarah: Did you talk to anybody from church?

Becca: No. Shana left. We just went to sit with you and brought our drawing things.

Sarah: Okay.  Last topic: what do plan on drawing for that album?

Becca: I plan on drawing an Adam-and-Eve inspired cover except in the place of apples there will be records... because music is supposedly evil.

Sarah: Nice metaphor.  What kind of medium?

Becca: Well if you check out my blog, I talk about it.  I was going to do it in watercolors, but I really don't have time and I have worked with watercolors in a while so I'll just work with permanent marker and I'll put in watercolor where it fits.

Sarah: Predicted color scheme?

Becca: Um... not really.  I haven't actually planned on making a few colors, like being mostly black with some green somewhere (although that'd be interesting) or something like that.  I was hoping on doing something a little Art Nouveau.

Sarah: Any Art Nouveau pictures you want to add as probably inspiration?

Becca:

Sarah: All right.  Domo, nee-san!  Good luck on writing whatever story you're writing!

Oherro, from.. Seewah! Y Sandia!

Sandra: muuuuuuuuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sarah: ^_^

sandra: That’s not fair!! speak!

Sarah: Hai, hai… umm… OHAYO GOZAIMMalala

Sandra: OooOO sexy japanese seewah!

Sarah: Allrighty! Let’s discuss a sewious topic: world peace!

Sandra: = naruto

Sarah: Agreed! Topic solved. Next one! You call it this time.

Sandra: World hunger!

Sarah: According to Vani, that’s becoming a vegetarian.  According to Becca, eat all the cows you want.  World hunger solved…?

Sandra: NO! become cannibals..so in the end there is less ppl and more food

Sarah: LOOL! That’s good!  Oh, my mom made me watch this disgusting video last night.  Some people caught an alligator or something and cut it open… and pulled out arms and legs from its stomach.  YECHHH. >_<

Sandra: Wahh poor alligator! they’re gunna come after those ppl..or I will..grr

Sarah: POOR ALLIGATOR??! Those were HUMAN legs and arms!

Sandra:: ahHAHHAHAHAH nice.

Sarah: Hey this fire it’s burning us up… ooooooooo…

Sandra: 0o. what? wat fire? sarah r u playin w/ matches again?? geez..rememebr wat happened to becca’s hAIR FOR DAT?

………………seewah is busy being a mentor..she doesn’t have many apprentices left now..they..umm..disappeared..lol… nd now her pic was taken..she’s famous!

Sarah: OHHH YEAHHH… (imagine that in the Kook-aid man voice). Ohers! James Blunt!

Sandra: oh no..she’s gone insane…run apprentices..run!

Sarah: I have apprentices?

Sandra: Yes..well..u used too..until they..umm…disappeared..I wont tell how sarah!! AHHHH don’t hurt meee…

Sarah: It was the alligator, wasn’t it?

Sandra: u mean UR alligator

Sarah: fufufuuuuuu… Hey, hey.. There’s no evidence!

Sandra: No..u killed all the witnesses lol. and the alligator..incase it sumhow learned 2 tlk!

Sarah: Yeah, cuz you would teach it, right?

Sandra: sorry. I dnt speak english

Sarah: Nani? Wala ka sa boot…

Sandra: tampoco ablo japones

Sarah: …… spaken se deutsch?

Sandra: estas loca..ni sabes un lenguaje

Sarah: Iono what that means!!!

Sandra: ^^ good..I wont die today

Sarah: You like playlist?

Sandra: yes. its cuute..lol..

Sarah: Kawaii kawaii ka! But ever-SO-manly, ne? LOL.

Sarah: Im DISGUSTING>>GAHHHHH

Sarah: YOUR NAMES NOT SARAH!!!!

sANDRA: WAT EVIDENCE DO U HAV???

Sandra: I don’t know what to say to insult… “myself”

Sandra: see..even wen ur me.im too perfect

Sarah: You wish.

Sandra: lol..I dnt hav too..

Sarah: Yeah, cuz ur dream would be deferred.  And then you’d be a raisin in the sun!

Sandra: LOL. nice reference..but im paler than ever

Sarah: That wasn’t what I was referring too but OKAYYY…

Sandra:………EAT MY SHORTS….

Sarah: You’re not wearing any…

Sandra: AH! so ud eat them??

Sarah: If they were made of candy?

Sandra: 0o..who ears cabdy shorts?

Sarah: I dono. Who does EAR CABDY shorts?

sandra: SARAH..correct mt spelling errors!! gGrr..nd I do ear cabdy..thenk u very nuch..its fun

Sarah: Your spelling went from pretty bad to wooooahhh

Sandra: u try wrting to the left!!

Sarah: Ooh! I minute 1 Second! I got this song of of this one other guy’s blog.. HE’S FRICKEN WEIRD… here, I post link here and you check it out later, kay? youlittlecreeper.blogspot.com

Sandra: avoiding the question arnt u! u cant rite 2 the left! HA!! bt okay..ill listen..or read it..

Sarah: I go see if I can access it right now.

 

*WE TEMPORARILY DEPART*

 

Sarah: And we come back. But I don’t want to blog anymore.

End of blog!

Ciao now!  

“AHHH I REJECT>>>REJEEEEEEECT” –Sandra

Cranky.

I took a nap, and the first thought that entered my head when I woke up was "My life is empty."
I think I'm bothered that I can't even come up with One really good speech topic.

Here, a fun link:
http://twitter.com/#!/Astro_Wheels

I broke the heater.
We just got it fixed for $200 on Sunday.

TT_TT

I logged on to facebook,

Only to read a total flirt message because Mr. Beautiful and another Ditsy.

All the hawt guys are always already taken, I swear TT_TT

And always by the ditsy girls.
Bitter much?

Today was fun,
Despite the fact I was going nuts not knowing what to do for my Acadec speech.
(I changed my mind AGAIN. Five times more, in fact).
I ran around like crazy with a bunch of my friends-that-are-girls after school.
Haven't done something so carefree in a long time :)
With girls who already know your faults,
It's good to not have to pretend,
And just be yourself.

Started watching another series, Devil May Cry, just for the hell of it.
I think I'll drop it; it kinda sucks.

And as for that topic I kept talking about yesterday...
I don't even know why I bother.
There is so not anything going on between us.

I've got it!

My speech topic for acadec!  "What is time?"
Inspired by a really corny pour-your-soul-out Gchat I had about a month ago with a few of my friends, and the book Chronos that I've been attempting to read.
And the fact that I looked at my watch right now and it wasn't working.

I'm sorry, this is my last post tonight. I promise.

That said.
It's really pathetic that no one ever reads this, but I keep posting like somebody does, huh?
Although, if someone did read all the stuff I've ever posted, I sure as hell wouldn't be able to look them in the eye anymore.  So maybe that's a good thing.

I'd still like at least one obscure reader, though.

*sigh*

You bet your *ss they'll be another post tomorrow...

Yeah, I think I'll do it.

I'll give up after I give him the CD.
I guess that's hypocritical of me,
Since giving him the CD full of songs like that implies that I like him.
But what the hell, I don't really have a friggin' chance anyway,
And even if by some miracle I did,
My parents would probably shoot me if I got a boyfriend.
In fact, I'd probably shoot me,
But I don't whether that'd be
Because I'm so happy
Or I'm so stupid enough to be distracted by yet
ANOTHER thing.
How rude.
To call him a thing.
Anyway, that's final!
I'm giving up.
November 30th, 2010: the day Sarahblanche gave up That Person.
He can like that girl however much he wants,
And keep playing with my feelings.
I won't give a crap anymore.

Wow, how insensitive of me.
Perhaps I'm giving up today?
Ahead of schedule, for once.

Okay, homework time. For reals.

The Song I'm in the mood for:


Laughable, right?

I'm so stupid.

Really. Really. Really. STUPID.
Want to keep my crush secret, my foot.  I swear, I'm just like those flitty girls I hate at school.  Say the opposite of what they mean.  Annoying biotches, all.

To add on to my crappy mood, I've got a crapload of homework to do. And I'm really not in the mood.

On the positive side, many lovely chapters of Flat were posted on Mangafox! Yay, Heisuke-kun! You're so awesomely irresponsible!  Take good care of Aki-kun!  However I'd never go out with you!

I just remembered.  Didn't I say I wasn't in a boy crazy mood this week?  I'm such a loser.
Well then, there's three possibilities:
1. I got rid of my anti-guy mood.
2. I was lying and saying the opposite of what I mean (again).  I'm actually very boy-crazy.
3. I'm not boy crazy at all and am just playing the part of a teenage girl.

It's a little unnerving to observe how much I don't know my own self.  And yet I know myself better than anyone else.  So will I never solve the mystery of myself?

His Birthday Present.

I thought I might want to buy him a CD, but since he doesn't really have music preferences and we probably don't have similar tastes anyway, I had no idea what to buy.  Besides, that's just not cool enough.
So my friend suggested I create a Mix CD.  Which is great, because then I can ask my sis to make an album cover or something artsy like that.  The only problem is: what music am I going to choose, and how the heck am I going to get those songs?
It's a little pathetic, but I own almost nothing.  Most of my music is obtained via Youtube or the few vinyl records that I have.
But that set aside, here's the playlist I was considering:

1. 1 Minute 1 Second by Minute High
2. You Only Live Once by The Strokes
3. Taylor by Jack Johnson... or something by him...
4. Alones by Aquatimez
5. Fake Tales of San Francisco- Artic Monkeys
6.  1973 by James Blunt
7.  Park Bo Young's cover of "Perhaps That"
8. Omna Magni- Yui Makino
9.  It's Time To Dance- Panic at the Disco
10. Starlight- Muse
11. Ghost of You- My Chemical Romance
I'm still waiting on suggestions from my bud.
But gah! There are so many sentimental songs! Way to go for the subtle hint, Seewah.
And blaagggg... my little "secret" got out to another person. R, don't tell anyone!  Ish between me, my sis, and my best buddy, y tu only, okay?!?!

Youth is so funny.

Wait.

I forgot to ask:
What in the world do you buy a guy for his birthday?
Without spending too much money...

Should be finishing my homework, but screw it.  I wrote a post earlier, but it was too hateful so I saved it as a draft instead.
Listening to Never Know by Jack Johnson.
Finished Beck: Mongolian Chop Squad on hulu.  I thought it was a dud at first, but it's really not too bad.  I mean, for all the fuss that was being made in the anime about the quality of music, Koyuki's singing wasn't really awe-inspiring at all, nor was his guitar playing particularly great, but it's a cute little anime.  Makes you wonder what kind of morals they're trying to teach about life though: Koyuki quits school, Saku runs away from home, Maho roams around sleeping with various strangers, Ryusuke gets beat up, makes shady deals, steals and breaks into cars... Sheesh.  Then again, there was that element of "Let's not conform to what society demands because that's what makes good music".  To that, no comment.
Anyway, over the four day weekend I also watched Samurai Champloo and Jyu-Oh-Sei. The first was great, the second was iffy (more of a time consumer than a omg-such-a-great anime!)  However, I'm still a little disappointed with the ending of Samurai Champloo.  I'm not exactly unhappy, but... there's just that feeling of dissatisfaction, you know?  I suppose it's just the shojo-addict in me wanting to know if Fuu will ever get together with either Mugan or Jin, but then I guess it just wasn't that type of anime.
Here, pictures to enjoy!

Music has just now switched to Banana Pancakes by Jack Johnson.  He's not really the best artist to play when you're trying to pull [another] all-nighter, hmm?

Here, pictures I found just browsing the net... enjoy and good night!  Time to finish my homework.  For reals, this time.

[click the pics for link to artist's website]

Can’t get over it >_<

So, my parents gave me the new white laptop and bought Rebecca an identical black one yesterday, and I have been on this thing non-stop since.  Even at school, I typed my notes on the laptop.  Ms. Jones was totally awesome about it—she even let me go on Facebook! fufufuuu.. But seriously, I think I need to stop.  It gets a little annoying after a while, I think.  Plus, it’s such a pain having to save every document on my USB so that I can print it on a school computer.  I guess I’ll just have to synch everything online and print on the home computer. *sigh*

Such a pain.

But I love my laptop! And I love my classmates, and I love my teachers, and ahh the guy sitting on the computer over there is pretty hot [I’m at the library right now].  Speaking of hot guys, I just keep watching that video The Morning Benders- Virgins that I posted over and over and OVER again.  I think I’ve fallen in love! ~♥~

Right.

Well, that’s enough nonsense for now, I think.  Time to keep working on Nanowrimo.  I’ve delayed so much that they’ve sent me a reprimand e-mail?

Anyway, here’s an excerpt from the story.  I would post it on Watashi no Chiyoumen, my other blog, but I don’t want to post the whole story so it feels like it would just be a waste.

I looked up to see my classmate Eric, inquiring worriedly above me.

“Fine,” I mumbled, collecting my things and storming off.

The hallways at this time of day were nearly completely empty. Passing by a classroom, I heard the drone of a teacher giving a make-up test to some absent student or another. On the stairs, a freshman couple giggled in whispers to each other. They hushed as I passed by, stealing pitiful glances at the single. I walked on indifferently, barely even acknowledging their presence, although the girl was my friend since 3^rd grade.

The outside air was, simply put, mushy due to the combined aroma of fresh rain, the unsettling squishiness of tread-upon mud, and the dominating stench of ever-growing piles of litter. My mother’s black minivan was nowhere to be seen. I took a seat on the green iron bench, remembering too late that it would be wet from the rain.

“Chaaaa-chan!” a high-pitched scream let out.

Well, there’s more, but it’s a little unflattering of myself so I won’t go any further.  The beginning doesn’t seem all that interesting but hmm… I think (hope) there will be complications with this “Eric” boy in the future… fufufuuu…

‘Kay, off to write.

Be safe, and don’t do drugs!

I'm sorry, I just gotta post this.

Took it from Tavi, that irksome, amazing, little snicker-doodle who I hate so much but love her blog.
www.thestylerookie.com

Anyway, she posted this hilarious vid some time ago, but I just had to re-post it.  Friggin' hilariouse! :D



That girl, she's really something else, you know?

Shame on me

Yeah, I know. Shame on me for still being awake and not even finishing my homework.
Just read the latest updates from Mangafox:
-Cheese in the Trap 14-15:

Here's a preview [I edited out some scenes].  I knew this guy was Evil Knievel! 

[Click the pic for link to MF page]

-Yumemiru Taiyou
-Kaichou wa Maid-sama.

Flipping through other blogs, I found some pretty good stuff:

I gotta put it to you, those guys are attractive. Don't deny it, darlings.

[Picture is a link to the original blog]

And well, I don't know.  I feel like taking artsy pictures lately, ever since making that crapola video this weekend.  I'm finding that even using some of the basic editing programs can make a picture look a thousand times better.  I should get used to using my mom's new camera soon...

 I call them the twins.

A cocktail glass and a perfume bottle.

 The Wallpaper.

 Becca's Guitar.

The Desk.

The Third of November

On this day seven years ago, I was promoted to the third grade transferred to Mrs. Cauldron's class.  Although November 3rd is meaningless to most people, this is a day that has changed my life forever.

Today, I make this day known to myself for another reason.
Today, I make this vow to myself:
I will graduate from Stockton Early College Academy in 2013, go on to attend a university without any financial help from my parents, then obtain a high-paying job as soon as possible so as to support my mother and provide for her every desire.

My mother is the strongest, most admirable woman in the world.
Queen Esther and the Virgin Mary are dull rocks compared to her.
For every hardship she's gone through in this life, she will receive a million blessings.
Please, Mom. Please, just hang on until I graduate from university.

Someone

Someone.
Anyone.
Please.
Intervene on my behalf.
It's a living hell here.
Broken chairs,
Clothes across the floor,
Glass in my feet.
Shouts through the ceiling.
She comes crying past me.
How many times have I seen her cry this year?
This is wrong, all wrong.
I'm the cry-baby here.
C's the trouble-maker.
But she's the genius!
Don't leave me all alone,
In that intoxicating school,
No one to talk to
And no one I want to talk to.
The shouts escalate.
Please
for just one night,
SHUT THE HELL UP.
Useless, the lot of us.
But I'm the most pathetic of them all
Sitting here
Typing away on the computer
Blurting my problems on the internet.
What else am I supposed to do?
Too much of a coward to stand up
And voice my own opinion.
What good will one more scream do?
The shouting stopped.
Someone's coming to the door,
The problem's chasing after me.
Please.
Please.
Go away.
I don't want to deal with it.
Somebody.
Anybody..?

Omgee! I'm back!

Wow, I haven't been on this thing for forever and a day, it seems.
To tell you the truth, it's because I forgot my password. *smiles cheesily*
But that's not the only reason!
I've been really busy with schoolwork and whatnot.  Getting hardly any sleep.
Oh! Lovely! The Killers just came on the radio!
Tonight's not too bad a night.  The only "due" homework is the Pre-Calculus homework, which I just finished.

I'm really nervous, lately.  My piano recital is coming up on the 14th.  I'm playing Chopin's Nocturne in Eb Major, Op 9 No 2.  It's not that hard but I can never get it right, and I was supposed to have it "down" at least two weeks ago.  Today I was practicing it in the cafeteria during lunch, and it sounded beautiful, but when I played it again I started having to much fun and totally lost it.  Plus I'm still not confident on the last section, where he stops repeating that motif! Oh my god, I'm going to suck on stage! TT_TT

Well, that's one worry.
Worry number two, I have totally lost all self-discipline. Damn me and my manga addictions.
I'm falling waay behind in my "Elite SECA students" list.  It's like WTF, man?
I mean, I wasn't able to take my midterm for Pre-Calculus, so I had an F on my Snapgrades for a week and half until she dropped it (*HUGE sigh of relief there*). I got a B on my Chemistry test today, with the extra-credit.  I got a 24/37 on my AP World History exam; thank God that she's letting everyone retake the test and average out the scores, and even posted  a study guide for us, but I haven't even started on that.

Worry number three,
NaNoWriMo.
Why am I even doing it? Because I've been into writing stories lately (Becca has too) and I don't want to fall behind her.

OHEMGEE Today's my lucky day! The Fray just ended on the radio, and then they played Muse, "Starlight"!  My mood has lifted.  A bit, anyway.

I just wanted to hold you in my arms.

*sigh* Romances are so disappointing but so lovely.
It's too bad their beauty doesn't really exist in real life, ne?
I finished watching Honey and Clover on hulu last weekend with Rebecca (instead of doing my homework). The ending was... well, it was bad.  But, I guess I just wasn't satisfied.  I mean, I totally knew that neither Yuta nor Morita were going to get Hagu in the end, but is she going to end up with Shu-sensei?  Isn't he her uncle?  Why is nobody perturbed by his feelings for her?  And, you can pretty much guess what's going to happen with Takumi and Ayumi-- he'll (perhaps) get together with the target of his maniacal stalking, Rika, and she'll get together with Nomiya.  It's not that I don't like Nomiya, it's just that I like Takumi better.  But I'm annoyed with Takumi, but not because I don't like him.  It's because I don't like Rika.  But.  It's not Rika's fault...?
Argh, I don't know.  My feelings about the ending are all mixed up (as though my opinion on an anime series really matters right now).  All I can say for sure is those last few minutes were touching.  I mean, I'm not really one of those weirdos who go around screaming "Youth is beautiful!" (actually, I was for a while.  After reading Tenshi Nanka Ja Nai at the beginning of the year.  I actually told Becca that we should stop being so pessimistic and go out of our way to have fun for the rest of high school.  She called me and idiot.  I gave up my short-lived resolution soon enough anyway).
Anyway, like I said, I'm (no longer) one of those weirdos who go around screaming "Youth is beautiful!" but after listening to Yuta's little epilogue, I was nearly going to cry.  I don't have any beautiful, youthful memories to cherish here at SECA since I practically hate people but it made me sad that some day this time of my life is going to end.  We won't hang around everyone after a certain point, and... we'll all just drift away.
How sad, right?
But now (2 days later) I'm totally over it.  What happens, happens.  We are not really individuals.  The feelings we are feeling have been felt before.  The ideas we come up with have been thought up before (I just found a whole bunch of holes in that argument, but I won't contradict myself right now).
In these last 2 days, I think I've read over 15 manhwas.  They weren't completed, but.  That's a little pathetic of me.  I should be focusing on my work.

However, they were kick-butt good!  I've re-fallen in love with Hwang Mi Ri (wasn't I talking about how much I hated her before?), but I especially love this new series on MangaFox, Cheese in the Trap! So cute :3
Manhwa artists are so good.  Just like with "Pink Lady".  All color! Can you believe it?

Well, I've ranted long enough.
I made this pointless movie Saturday night/Sunday morning.
Enjoy.