Friday, January 29, 2010

In the ASL Lab, without the ability to read manga.

Egad! What kind of godforsaken school do I attend? I ran out of quota for manga sites really quickly today , so I can't keep reading my current series, "D: Becca didn't bring her laptop, Angelynn & Melissa seem to be using it, and Ben also ran out of quoto, so there's no one that I can trade laptops with... unless I went on a teacher's laptop, but that's not gonna happen D;
Anyway, I'm in ASL since there's no college class on Fridays, and like always, I'm bored. I guess I COULD be working on my AcaDec speech, since tomorrow's the beginning of competition, but I feel like leaving that to afterschool at home with my nagging father. I performed really horribly in front of my principal and 2 teachers today... don't really care about the students part.
I've been thinking: have I been more cold-hearted than usual lately? Yesterday, I was telling Mom and my sister about the Twitter incident with Holly and Nico, and Rebecca scolded me, saying that she was my friend (and I replied, "She is?"). Also, when Nico asked what I plan to be when I grow up, I simply answered, "Rich. And powerful. Not so much famous, but that would be nice to."
Am I really that pathetic? I don't even care about happiness? Me? No... although, it's true I don't really care about anyone except Rebecca and my parents and any particular guy that I think is cute (the last category can't really apply to me currently; unfortunately, the guy I think is cute is actually a huge bimbo who only hits on ugly girls... or isn't attracted to power-hungry bitches, IDK). So I'm a little low on the self-esteem bar lately; so what? I'm getting good grades (kinda- my first science test of the semester was a 19/23).
Well, I'm perfectly content with manga, but I guess I should make a little effort in the other aspects of life if I want to be able to do nothing but manga-related stuff when I get older. For now, however, I think I'll just blog.
SacAnime isn't coming up until September, so I guess I better start thinking of a cosplay outfit. Something recognizeable to original, which takes out just about all of them, since all the famous animes have been done already. I could just dress up as gothic lolita, but then I'll just feel like I'm attending a Halloween party, plus I won't be able to assume that character's personality! Maybe I'll start watching Shugo Chara? I should also look into Death Note and all the other popular Shonen, etc. that I don't read if I want to know how my character should react to other characters. Good homework for the summer!
Which reminds me-- my piano recital has been pushed back to May, thank God. ;D If it was in March, I would go absolutely ballistic. My piano lesson went of REALLY bad yesterday
EHH!??!? What's this?!?? REBECCA HAS HER LAPTOP?!?? Why did she tell me otherwise?!?How cruel... well, I'm about to start an assignment for History with her, so when we're done (an event which I will make sure will arrive very quickly). Afterwards, I WILL TAKE HER LAPTOP!!!
Okay, gotta go. Talk to ya later! xD
*EDIT* Rebecca said it wasn't that she didn't have a laptop-- she also ran out of quota. DAMN DAMN. DAMN.